My period decided to grace me with her presence a day earlier than expected...today. I guess I have already resigned myself to moving forward with IVF so I can't say I'm surprised. Part of me is excited...excited to now begin the road to IVF and possible (dare I say it) success. The excitement seems to neutralize the disappointment and make me feel indifferent.
This week is a busy one for us. Mr. CI has his urethra blockage surgery on Tuesday---to 'unblock' a blockage that has appeared again but apparently has nothing to do with our sperm issues. Then on Tuesday night--I have IVF class---then Thursday we go to sign consent forms, give blood, etc. at the Fertility Center.
I start BCP tonight...which is counterintuitive but necessary to begin the IVF route. I must look at the near future and next 6-8 weeks as one of peace and health preparing myself for the treatments and subsequent outcome.
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